Decked out in color today because yesterday my lovely media center assistant colleague saw me in all black and said "where are all your colors?" lol

I am really unsure about what I want to do as a career. Every time I think about NOT being an artist, I get teary-eyed, frustrated, and depressed. I feel like it would suit me so well. I wish school systems in America are like how they are in Germany. In Germany, a student as early as grade 9 or 10 can have job experience in his or her desired field. The student can then see if the style of work is suitable for them. While I think that grade 9 or 10 is too early to decide, I wish I could have some experience as an artist. I know I could have taken an art class to see what the classes are like.

It's so confusing, and I do not like explaining my feelings with the only family-member-candidate, Mother. The main problem is that I do not want to wait to get started in my career-studies. Sigh I am so confused. Life is hard right now. I don't feel as though I can talk to many people about this, and I feel like my feelings would take too long to explain. Bottling up emotion is the story of my life.

Hey guys! This is my first post as a blogger, and I'm kind of excited. I'm simultaneously working on my Senior Mock Election Survey, lol! There have been some good things that came out of today :)

Cool! This is my first post! I like this site; there are a lot of cool features and everything is so pretty!